Your crush might put a lampshade on her head and call it innocent fun. And I learned how freeing that is. We learn sooooooo much from each other. I've been doing it wrong. You are the woman of valor eshet khayil sung about by Solomon in Proverbs 31 http: Good for you, good for your husband, and definitely good for your childen. I intend to spend some quality time in the temple, with my bishop, and with close family and friends as I think and pray my way through this decision, but I would also value your insights into this. I can see how it would be easy to think wow, I'm not even worth 3 minutes of conversation and I don't want you to feel that way. With minimal support on my side and going against everything I had grown up learning, I had to trust my relationship with God.
I respect what my husband does but I have nothing but my pets and a dusty Ivy Leaguedegree. I am also certain that there are callings and opportunities that I would have had, were I married to a faithful LDS woman, that I have missed. To prevent problems from developing in the marriage over in what faith the possible children should be raised. He is also a bit too neat. She's willing to talk about anything I find directly on LDS. That is a reality you can't change. For me, one of those bouncers is my marriage to the most wonderful woman alive.
If they are, run to the altar, in or out of the temple. He is truly my soulmate and I shudder to think that if I had not chosen to marry outside of the church, I would not have had this life with him. Yes you are all correct I am lonely but happy He's always worth the wait MMy husband is an amazing human being and an international cardiologist. Are you going to keep the sabbath holy as a family, or is he going to take the kids out for pizza after church, leaving you home to observe alone. Mormonism isn't a free ticket to heaven.
But no one can move on to one of the 3 Kingdoms until they accept Christ and totally repent. He left his practice of many years and started a new one this week. I'm not afraid of long distance, nor am I afraid of moving to follow him for med school, residency, fellowship etc. Of course it is impossible Anyways, I am sorry to go on and on. The scenario where she refused to watch a possibly 'anti' documentary and wanted to watch church-sanctioned material sounds like a red flag.